Hello

I need to get my act together. Just saying.

Still luv u guys

Desperate for Company!

Would like to write “sixteen year old girl seeks company to not feel so lonely”, but I’m afraid it sounds like a cry for a sex buddy. Which it isn’t, so we’re clear.
Well, sports break is finally here and how I have longed for this day! Not that I have anything to do this first day, haha. But I’m planning get togethers for this week :) I’m hoping for awesomeness.

It looks like I won’t be actually performing sports this break, because of latest practices… I’m not one to often get pissed at practise, but I haven’t really been tiptop the latest times. So, my coach suggested a pause after a small breakdown today. It feels strange for me to have a breakdown, I’m not really that person, but I guess you don’t have to be perfect at all times in life.

I’m waiting for a cozy saturday evening now, so I’ll be logging off. You might be hearing more from me this week, no promises.

hugs

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A Question Worth Answering.

I have a dream job; something I would like to do with my life, in my life.
Well, it’s at least the dream of my now.
Most people say ‘go for it’ and that ‘why not?’, but not really thinking about the toughness of the profession. To get into a business where you have to take responsibility for how you get into stuff and what you’re supposed to to, it’s probably the hardest to do. It’s the same as for musicians, artists, actors, lawyers and so on. It’s not always that simple. And just to clarify things; my dream profession isn’t to be a stripper, if that’s what you feel is popping up in your head when reading this.

So, without really considering the entering of a businees, my hope built up to a new degree. I was thinking that maybe there was a possibility, until someone comes a pushes it back again. Rewinds all of the steps my hope had taken.
Reminds me of the negativities of it, which are in cases a majority over the positives.

Well, we’ll see, I have lots of time.

Bonjour!

So I’m sitting here, after a loong day. Once again.
All of the school stuff went fine today, not that you care. But I feel that you often stress yourself up more than you actually need to. A little stress is good for you to get yourself going in the process, but to be honest? You seriously have to give it a break at times.
It’s funny how I sit here, writing this, while thinking about a presentation I haven’t even started with, but whatever. It’ll be fixed in the end.
I’m actually watching the new season of Big Brother (swe) and wondering if they’re smart and faking dumbness or if they’re actually like that..
But I feel that this year’s people have a little bit more density between their ears than previous seasons. While at the same time, you need to have something up there to be able to win the freaking thing, don’t you? All with the tactics and stuff.

HUGS AND LOVE!

Hello Mello Yellow

So, haha, updating more. Yeah?
It didn’t really succeed, but I’ve had a lot on my mind.
I should really be studying for a chemistry seminar right now, as well as for a maths test. I’ve been studying for it all day, so I’m gonna continue in just a bit, but I remembered you guys, so I thought; why not?

Not much is going on actually. Except for the fact that I can’t wait for the break, which is in a week. Can’t wait for summer either. The snow has been melting all day, like crazy, making the streets all wet and slushy.

Other stuff.. hmm, well, Valentine’s day has passed. How did  I spend it? I was home, half sick and studying. Could it be more sad? Probably.
I don’t have much to say at this point, because all I can think about is how I’m supposed to study, not be on facebook and wordpress.
So if I promise to update, is it okay to leave at this point? Yes? Awesome

Hugs and love, kisses and so on <3

Schizo

YES, this girl right here needs to update more.
I think that when I kind of lost touch with the blogging and picked up tweeting – there was some kind of gap growing and I just couldn’t get back.

I’ll try!

Love